Night one.

Right now as I am typing this I am laying on my bed at our condo. Why am I not outside? I am not sure actually .

I thought a lot on the way down here about so many things. I think long drives are nice and relaxing until your legs start hurting. But here are something I thought about:

When we first started our journey I was thinking that I hadn’t been to the cemetary to see my dad in a while and wished that I could have gone. I think about him a lot and even talk about him, just the other day was 3 months since his death. But to die is to gain. His body may be dead but his spirit is living in an amazingly vivid holy world. I have no problem knowing that he is gone. I know where he is.

Second I thought about how much trust I have in God.he deserves more than I give him. If I can give myself to him fully why can’t I trust him fully? I trust him with so many things and then again I don’t trust him with a lot. So I am going to give all of my trust to him. Where of should have been in the first place. He wouldn’t hurt me anyways. So simple of an answer and so simple to fix but so hard to follow through with. All my trust is in you Lord. Sorry it has taken me so long.

That’s just some of my thoughts for today. I am going to try and blog everyday hopefully. Either about what I was thinking or the book of Genesis, which is what I am reading at he moment.

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